i could never go back. the pain never goes away, it just becomes dull. i need this.

my heart hurts just thinking about this.

This is simple.
You are easy.
Who needs anyone else?
Certainly not me.
I'm content nestled in dark bedrooms with you.
And this is last summer.
This is the past fall.
This is now.
I'm becoming extinct.
Forever doesn't seem too long when it's in the context of forever with you.
Now. Then.
Present. Past. Future?
"Certainly"

Sometimes I wonder how a man can be so beautiful.
It takes you by surprise
Swept off your feet.
He's tragic.
A lush.
You just can't get enough.

This night is perfect.
You hold my hand through the journey.
I could look into your blue eyes forever.
And you swear that it's hard to find a true love.
Sex means becoming attached.
I want you to become attached to me.
People are confused about us.
I'm confused about this.
Nothing more than a midnight, summer kiss.
Let me make something clear.
Done with empty bottles, empty boys.
Empty promises.